I have Islam in like 25 minutes. I wanna skip, but I am scare because since I don’t read any assignments I might miss something that the professor might say, even if it is incredibly dumb and insubstantial. I got my new scale today. Now I now that my ideal weight for me would be 154, I went to this website and it said that I should be 138 (FUCK THEM!) I would look like an anorexic biotch if I get to that weight and my boobs (my delectable luscious curves) would disappear. I wanna be 154, that’s a good goal before May 12 the problem is to get to that I need to lose 31 lbs in only 1 month and 12 days. But I am getting so good at jogging, yesterday I ran 2 miles in 29.55 minutes *(that’s like a feat for me!) and I am also working to get a booty in the behind. I get so hungry when I come back from the gym and I eat lots of granola and shit like that and try to fill up, but I am like a tank (bottomless). Instead of the freshman 15 I got like the freshman 25, but that’s ok because my weight gives me a goal and I feel more energetic and shit like that. I do still sleep a lot and don’t do work and get bad grades but at least I am a little bit happier about it.

 I have been adding cool words like biotch, effing, wanna to my Microsoft word processor, WHAT A FUN PASTIME!

Well ill come back after Islam or the gym and update some more.
Ohh yeah, Today i got a new goal.....LEARN the alphabet.....

current mood: high

Yesterday I got my period. What a fucking pain in the..! Why did EVE have to eat that effing apple, if she didn’t we would probably never had our periods and we would be ignorant and running wherever naked. That would be my kind of life. Today I have the most boring and stupid class ever created in the history of H to the effing C don’t quote me on that, but I am pretty sure, ISLAM sucks. The teacher sucks, the students, and probably the subject sucks too, I am not sure about this because I don’t know anything about Islam and I have been taking the class since the beginning of January. When I go to the class all I hear is the buzzing sound telling me what I am going to do for the day, “Michelle you gotta go and get an awesome salad with pita bread,” “Michelle you have to go back to your room and organized the mess you have on your drawer,” “Michelle you have to find someone to fuck.” By the time I am done with that class I feel dizzy, because of the voice, frustrated because of the teacher (he stuuutttteers like mad) and angry because I did not learn anything and I had just spent 50 minutes sitting there like a compliant bitch! I know that life sucks and that maybe I have multiple disorders like OCD, Temporal Depression, and maybe schizophrenia, but DAMN! Life needs to give me a break or at least put in a path a hot someone that could help me relieve my stress

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